Sometimes I wonder if and what has changed over the last 10 years? 
I lost some ambition, gained some experience, leveled up to where I dreamed of being and felt like I'm falling again. 
But fundamentally, has anything changed? 

I'm still a child. 
I still love hot chocolate and cheese. Together. 
I still enjoy photography and feel happiest doing these creative little gigs. 
I'm still working in marketing. 
I still adore Europe. 
I still haven't treated myself to walk-into-Gucci-and-buy-shoes even though my salary grew x5.
I still obsess about London. 
I like red and green. 
I wnat to read more books and never do enough. 

I wonder if all we are is formed in those first 20 years, and shapes up to become us over the years after. 
I wonder if we are actually forever 20?