I officially quit this game. U continue gossiping about every step I make, calling me the "russian girl" and supposing every breath I take is part of a plan called -baby please come back to my bed, i crave u!
Go fuck urself, honestly.
And as everyone expected, one and a half month is exactly how much people can survive together without starting a new volume of War and (no)Peace. They are all (what a fuckin surprise) pissed at each other and for some reason as usual I am the one listening bout all that. So the deal is - i'm out of the drama, and not getting into this. I can listen, but that's as much as I'll do and not for long too... I'm quietly studying and at least trying to get my shit together.
Oh and...I had some doubts about my application to Italy, cause this year seemed to be going so good...but i just submitted everything, and it feels very very right. Now if I don't get in, it will be a disaster, i know that.
The one rule you should learn, and the earlier the better, is that it's important to leave any party in the middle, until it gets trashy and boring, and that you should never trade opportunities for people. People will leave you anyway to be back again, but opportunities will never, never! come knocking on your door and apologizing. Live your life for yourself, not for others. No one will ever appreciate.